Losing Someone...
I feel like i am... How does it feel anyway?
Hello people... fellow bloggers & bloghoppers. it's been awhile since i've posted something here, i've completely neglected my blog. it's not that i'm busy, im always online actually. in fact i've too much free time and theres nothing much to say either. it's march already, a few weeks from now it's going to be my 1st year here in the US (yes, i've been here too long already) which made me think what my purpose here really is. Up to now i couldn't seem to find the right people to hangout and share a beer with, still i am a loner. I am thankful though that i have two jobs (to keep myself busy) and having to move to our new apartment(finally), which a little bit more of independence and privacy for us. i am just glad i don't have to wake up everyday and go home from work being criticized on how i live my my life, how i percieve things and what my interests are.
Loneliness has struck me... and the only thing thats keep me strong and up my feet is slowly fading away... I have been blank the past few hours, i can't think nor i have the energy to move.
I was sound tripping through my i-pod and i heard this song... Damn, it's sad, but sorta sweet, i can definitley relate(pretty much everyone else whose in a long distance crap... este relationship hehehe) and it's playing right now! Hayyy... nakaka-senti talaga mga chongkee ... *tear haha bading!
Regarding my previous post, i did something... something new, a change, a renewal... Damn i fuckin' jad a haircut! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! No way! DAMN! PAKSHIT! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! The rockstar days are over, no more band, no more long hair... My grunge days are over... No matter how much i want to keep it, there are reasons for this sudden act. And the war between me and my aunts(who longed to cut my hair) is finally over. I did them a favor. Especially you tita _ _ . Anyway, before i cut my hair i made sure i have pictures to remind me of the glorious days... Thats 3 years of my life man, 3 fuckin years... Here they are, before and now:
In the next few hours im about to do a life changing experience... Something i couldn't imagine, something you'd never imagine... Dunno whats gonna happen, but we'll see...
Hey guys waddup G!? =D