Losing Someone...

I feel like i am... How does it feel anyway?

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Hello people... fellow bloggers & bloghoppers. it's been awhile since i've posted something here, i've completely neglected my blog. it's not that i'm busy, im always online actually. in fact i've too much free time and theres nothing much to say either. it's march already, a few weeks from now it's going to be my 1st year here in the US (yes, i've been here too long already) which made me think what my purpose here really is. Up to now i couldn't seem to find the right people to hangout and share a beer with, still i am a loner. I am thankful though that i have two jobs (to keep myself busy) and having to move to our new apartment(finally), which a little bit more of independence and privacy for us. i am just glad i don't have to wake up everyday and go home from work being criticized on how i live my my life, how i percieve things and what my interests are.

But nonetheless, it's just work and home for me. Right now im in one of my depressing states again, i don't know why, but i feel sad having no one to talk to. how i wish someone out there, would just talk to me, for one day, and listen to me talkshit(which i haven't in such a long time), share a laugh with me & welcome me as a friend...